🙛 on accessibility.
when i was struggling to make my desktop navigation collapse into something readable on mobile i eventually decided that anyone reading it in that format instead of switching over was probably also someone who would benefit from having every possible link laid out for them to peruse at once. i'm hoping that this is actually useful and not just me designing for the mobile view version of myself (alien lunatic whose webdev preferences are somehow consistently at odds with what everyone else needs)
🙛 about & personal
this is stuff that i think focuses on communicating something about me as a person, instead of my opinions or thoughts or creative endeavours. it's all stuff that feels very self-indulgent to publish because the only reason for anyone to read it is out of interest in specifically me myself.
visit the whoracle
get a themed site oldweb intro style tarot readingabout the blogger
stuff the websaintess summary didn't covergrand prix
dissecting the epithets i've given myselfprevious tries
every "about me" i've tried to write and given up onmandatory questionnaire
mouseling's one hundred questions for webmastersplanned posts
dumping ground for unwritten blogpostsantiweb manifesto
why i'm still online, why i shouldn't be, what to doosdd quarantine
talking about cptsd through the medium of identity
disclaimer before sub-system summaries
i know i said i'd map everything but tbqh i'm shaking like a dog even listing super basic system stuff on a public website so for the sake of finishing this page i'm just going to list the subgroups you can find in osdd quarantine, and the names of the alters in each one if you're looking for a specific person. i'd apologize for being a liar but as ever its not that i didn't mean to do it, it's that i failed
daphne / shared core id
or: daph, daphie. red apple emoji, she / zie / they pronouns are fine.
parts: myfanwy (host for daphne and daily, anep, she), ellie (ep, she), ben (protector, he), posy (ep, she), vesperine / nina (anep? co-host for just daphne, they), romy (anp, any), felicity (persecutor "who was right", zie), saoirse (emotional amnesia anp, she).daphne / all outer orbit alters
or: days, dazey. green apple emoji, plural they / them only.
parts: yvie / vienna (fawn anp, she), penny (anp, she), verona (ep, she if any), elena (anep, she), bela (anp, he), juno (ep, she), sabina (co-host for just daily, she), mina (anp, she), sonnet (ep, she), peregrine (melancholic anp, he), maisie day (bubbly ep, she), rosanna (ep, she).other / miscellaneous dissociation
or: matching d- name pending until something clicks lmao. hazel/pea/coconut emoji, no pronouns. secondary destructured parts, blended states that can only happen in hyper-specific circumstances, catch-alls, getting stuck in specific age-sliding states, other stuff i forget.
parts: hazelnut (blended antisocial headspace), peanut (blended regressive headspace), coconut (out of body hellscape), clairiere (ssd adult, she), cheshire (ssd teen, she), suzette (age-stuck adult, she), anwen (age-stuck teen, she), polly (age-stuck child, she), faye / the moirai (triple host blur, she), zip (fawn response but for getting stuck in your worksona, she), willow (vulnerable part co-con, they), monday (willow blur with their protector, they), catalina (manic psychotic blur, she), pashka (depressive psychotic blur, he)decades of poetry
my writing circa deviantart 2006 onwardslook at my cats
i'm so serious. i have three. look at them.my sun and stars
soulmates are real btw and this is minecharacters like me
horrible time capsule to 2013 kinblr.
🙛 online nonsensica
everything that isn't intensely personal, but which i'm only putting online because online is where you put these things. games i play, ocs, the things that fill up my doomscroll device.
afk journey lore
all the lore for my merlin: iseulttisaine island
talking about my animal crossing builds.hello sweet days
moneysink sanrio dressup app lookbook.chantilly gateaux
strawberry milk maid vtuber-sona.other characters
quick peeks at my 400 ocs.pinterest & tags
explaining some of my recurring motifs.making girls kiss
for when i finish my tumblr yuri manifesto.old roleplay blogs
characters that put bugs in me.
🙛 likes & dislikes
stuff that's seperate from ocs and dressups to me because i actually talk critically about stuff and explain my thoughts. also home to my shrine directory which is the real trojan horse.
my cd collection
reviewing an album a week with star.book of grudges
microblog but specifically for tiny things that piss me off.mielle challenge
find out if you like what i like.shrine directory
the media that i'm chewing on.discworld series
the books that raised me.otome isekai
my fondness for the worst rofan genre.scum villain's self-saving system
actually caring about pidw is a disease.blommor dolls
my ultimate "if i win the lottery, there will be signs".emoji consortium
ranking every submitted possibility.kpop girl groups
all of my favourite poisonous frogs.mamamoo
talking about the gg that got me stuck here.i-dle
i'd fight to the death for soyeon.clampworks
my favourite shoujo terrorists.horror manga
authors who aren't junji ito.kaori yuki
formative unmentioned gothic genius.
🙛 website specifics
this is stuff that i'd never have a reason to publish or host if i hadn't decided to sit down and actually figure out a webbed site.
my real guestbook
currently a grassroots roleplay page..?failed code jail
showing off every time i goosed it.credit and inspo
talking about webdev with love.rose of the month
saving all of my previous features.planned sitemap
you are here! also works as mobile nav.read my bearblog
thoughts that i won't make a whole page for.